reckless behavior

I can't handle my job anymore. But I can't quit. And I'm not sure I can take a pay cut. I already struggle so much with money. I'm just so fucked. I had a panic attack 3 hours ago because of work & im still feeling the aftershocks.

i just want to be okay.

Oct 7th, 2014 10:06:00am

I miss being magic.

Magic was supposed to be the word of the year.

And I don’t feel very magical at all.

And cool things have happened this year.

But I feel like all my cosmic energy was sucked up by my depression and it sucks, it sucks, IT SUCKS.

I just want to make things happen again.

I saw a church sign that said, “Your darkness is a time of development.”

And I just don’t feel that. I don’t feel like I’m developing. I’m not embracing the void. I’m not doing anything.

i feel this on a cosmic level

i wanted to create something that was a little more in depth than twitter, but also a little less aesthetic-driven than tumblr. so here's this.

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