I miss being magic.
Magic was supposed to be the word of the year.
And I don’t feel very magical at all.
And cool things have happened this year.
But I feel like all my cosmic energy was sucked up by my depression and it sucks, it sucks, IT SUCKS.
I just want to make things happen again.
I saw a church sign that said, “Your darkness is a time of development.”
And I just don’t feel that. I don’t feel like I’m developing. I’m not embracing the void. I’m not doing anything.